ISLAM aku dah sempurna!!

Atan :                    Pak Haji, awat lepas balik haji ni Atan tak nampak pun Pak Haji kat surau? Sakit ka?

Pak Haji :              Aih, memang laa…

Atan :                    Memang? Memang apa Pak Haji?

Pak Haji :              Memang aku tak pi pon surau dah lani. Sebab tuu hang tak nampak aku dah.

Atan :                    Pak Haji sakit apa Pak Haji? Atan tengok sihat jer?

Pak Haji :              Islam aku dah sempurna dah, buat apa nak pi surau, sembahyang lagi?

Atan :                    Hah?

Pak Haji :             Hang niii… *tersenyum sambil menggelengkan kepala*

    Rukun ISLAM kan ada 5.

    Kalimah syahadah tuu aku dah ucap sejak aku kecik lg.

    Solat 5 waktu sehari semalam aku x pernah tinggal sejak aku baligh.

    Puasa di bulan ramadhan mana pernah aku miss.

    Zakat pon aku dah sempurnakan.

    Even haji, rukun yang terakhir pon aku dah tunaikan.

    Analoginya kalau ISLAM itu sebuah rumah, dah siap elok dah pun.

    SO, ISLAM AKU DAH SEMPURNA DAH! BUAT APA NAK SOLAT LAGI??

Atan :                    …

                          MONOLOG “Sempurna ke ISLAM Pak Haji aku nii?”

Atan pun report kepada uztaz dekat masjid kampungnya. Uztaz pun minta Atan tolong sampaikan jawapannya ini kepada Pak Haji tadi. Esoknya, secara kebetulan, Atan berjumpa dengan Pak Haji itu di pasar tani.

Atan :               Pak Haji, uztaz suruh saya sampaikan kepada Pak Haji ni. Uztaz kata, memang Pak Haji       telah melengkapkan semua rukun ISLAM tapi itu bukan bermaksud ISLAM Pak Haji itu telah sempurna.  Kalau Islam itu sebuah rumah, memang rumah Pak Haji tu dah siap. Tapi…

Pak Haji JANGAN tinggal dekat rumah Pak Haji tu, JANGAN disapu tahi cicak, JANGAN dibersihkan sawang labah-labah, JANGAN dipanggil PESTICIDE TEAM utk bunuh anai-anai, biaq jaa lagu tuu… kita tgk 5 bulan lepas tu macam mana?

Pak Haji pun tak kan sanggup duduk kat dalam rumah tuu aih kalau dah jadi lagu tuu.. Rumah lagu tuu cuma layak jadi tempat jin dan syaitan bertendang jer.. ENTAH-ENTAH LAGI TERUK DARIPADA KANDANG B**I.. Bukan nak kata apa laa kan tapi rumah tuu pun mungkin dah reput dek anai-anai.

Atan :               Fuuh…  *lega*

itu jer lah yang saya nak cakap pun. Nak sambung beli ikan keli, mak nak goreng satgi. Pi dulu noh pak haji. Assalamualykum?

*tunduk sambil mencium tangan Pak Haji*

Ah cheng :        Err… Haji, u ada ok ka?

Ah Cheng  penjual sayur di market tuu terkebil-kebil melihat muka Pak Haji yang dulunya kuning langsat bertukar menjadi pucat lesi seperti biawak albino...

*source – kuliah maghrib 25092010 masjid jamek sg gelugor,p. pinang.

My aidilfitri story~

Hmm… maybe I hope its not too late for me to say happy Eidul Fitr for all muslimin and muslimat for ur determination during the fasting month.. May our ibadat being accepted.

I agree so much with what tok guru nik abdul aziz nik mat said in one of his sermons:

          

"alam kanak-kanak yang paling RIANG menyambut RAYA...alam dewasa yang paling TAKUT meninggalkan RAMADHAN..entah akan brjumpa lagi atau tidak.."

*quoted from nik aiman aka tok ayoh’s fb status.

 

 

Talking about those children, why they are so eager to celebrate Raya.

To light all those fancy pelita up? = NO LAH!

To play mercun and bunga api? = MAYBE!

No other concrete reason but to collect duit raya? = EXACTLY!!!

On the fifth day of raya, there were a lot of my relatives came and visited my family in kubu gajah which I was really glad to have them in my house. Their visit spurred the raya spirit of my family members especially my mom and dad as they had to prepare the “duit raya” for the children.

Days before they came, my mom and I had been discussing about the rudeness of new generation during raya. My mom said” they would even open the envelope in front of us and comment about the small amount of duit raya directly”. Yeah, for me, I’ll consider it as rude too.

Before all my relatives going home, there was a boy around 11 years old bravely asking duit raya loudly to my mom. Upholding the tradition of giving the sedekah during this celebration, my mom gave an envelope contained RM* to his siblings and him. Suddenly,  he opened the envelope before he stepped out of my house. (This situation made me remember to my conversations with my mom days ago…) Unexpectedly, he even returned the envelope of the duit raya to me because he only wants the money and not the envelope. (That was really a new exposure to me about the rudeness of the youngsters.)

His action had put his mom in a shame situation. “Isshh hang ni… Kuang ajaq sungguh!!”  I  noticed, that was an action of covering her shame. In my opinion,  I would not blame the youngsters  totally because they are children that require the guidance from the adults. When his mom scolded him by saying “kurang ajaq!”, actually she was indirectly condemning of herself. That means she was the one who didn’t teach her the way to be a manner person…

Thus, think before you speak. Being critical before cursing others bcoz it might reflect back to you .

ps: my real raya was on the Syawal 10th bcoz on that day, all my family members were able to gather including Bancik who worked in Kuantan and Kak Na's fam (Abg Man, Kak Na and Mikhail) from Miri. Then, celebrated the blissful moment at Puncak Mutiara Cafe, Kg Pelet, Bukit Mertajam. Really touched with Abah's sacrifice bcoz willing to be with us though the food was not suitable for him from the aspect of health. 


<3 love my family so much!!!  

my ramadhan story~

            I “balik kampung” with my rempit team (bagan, afifi and dayah) on September 3^rd.  Fortunately I had a digital camera for me to record our happy journey. The idea to record it came when I laid awake staring at the ceiling of AMRA 212, a nite before the journey began. Credits to PJG 3412, AFQ 1041, AGU 8583 and AGM 7780 for allowing us to arrive safely at our homes. You can watch the memories of our journey (specifically, my balik kampung journey) at my fb account.

# no scenes on highway bcoz didn’t have the gut to hold camera during riding on highway…

            I felt very happy to be at home yet EMPTINESS engulfed me so frequently. I didn’t feel this bad in maktab… Oh yaa, I didn’t bring back home the cure of my leisure time (due to too much clothes to bring back home to wash) which is a GUITAR!!! My hands kept strumming my virtual guitar at my waist even though in the front of others. (Besa laa, orang pengak nak main… baru mula belajaq, tuuuu yg jadi lagu tu…) I really missed bagan’s guitar (that he put in my room for such a long time until I consider it as mine already..) until I posted at my fb account saying that I really need a guitar as soon as possible!

            Suddenly, my dad said that he wanted to sell mee rebus and mee & bihun sup at nite, at the junction of Selama-Kubu Gajah road. How did he get the idea? The idea came to his brain bcoz his friends and he don’t have a place for them to lepak until late nite. And x kan lepak kosong aje, they need food and drinks to accompany their missions. Hehe..  Then, on the first day,I was busy helping my mom to prepare what we should prepare happily until my dad said, “Haa Lan, jom laa pi sekali. Sapa lagi nak jaga kalau bukan hang?”

            After a deep thinking that I shud change the “problem” to be an opportunity, (ok laa…), I said to my dad, “Abah, u don’t have to hire other persons coz I’m here for you to hire..with RM** per day. What say you then??” Without thinking my dad responded, “If you are the one, I’ll pay you more than that, RM **” I’m ready to work with my dad only for a reason;

·                      #To earn some money to buy a … GUITAR!!!

I’ve asked my dad to borrow any of his friend’s guitars for me to practice but he said why I don’t buy one for myself. (Hoho…greenlight from him.)

Working at nite had changed my tarawikh and sleeping time.

MENU	MENU	TIME TO SLEEP
1ST DAY	Mee rebus + bihun sup	3.30 am
2ND DAY	Mee rebus +nasi lemak	4.00 am
3RD DAY		6.00 am
4TH DAY	Mee rebus +nasi lemak + nasi sup	7.00 am.

*don’t ever ask about what time I wake up.

            We stopped selling a day before syawal came. I thought it juz for two or three days but my dad said it’s enough. (That’s all, no more question from me your honour…) Actually I aimed to sell mee rebus for around ten days so that… I would earn more. Haha… Thus, if you ask me how my Ramadan was, this is the story that I will tell you…

#My aidilfitri story will be coming soon…

:: a target to achieve ::

Hujan feat. Raihan
Salam Aidilfitri Ayahanda & Bonda
Am
Terkenang
F
Di ketika itu
G
Ku di manja

C
dan di sayang selalu
F              Dm
Apa saja kemahuan diri
F                 E
Akan cuba di penuhi




Walau hidup

Dalam kesukaran
Kau kan cuba tuk membahagiakan
Demi anak-anak yang tersayang
Kau berdua kan berkorban
Dm            G
Tetapi baru ku sedari
C                      Am
Tidak mungkin kan terbalas budi
Dm                   G
Pengorbanan mu tiada ternilai
C                          E
Hanya Tuhan kan membalasnya

A              Dm
Salam Aidilfitri
G                       C->G# 
Ayah Bonda yang di cintai


Am                  Dm
Maafkanlah anakmu ini
G                 G#       Am E

Kerana belum cukup berbakti



Pabila menjelang lebaran

Baju baru kan disediakan

Walau mungkin kami tak mengerti

Keperitan saat itu




Namun wajah mu terus bercahaya

Oh sucinya kasih sayang itu

Di bibir mu kan menutur senyum

Andainya anak-anak mu bahagia



Salam Aidilfitri

Ayah Bonda yang di cintai

Maafkanlah anakmu ini

Kerana belum cukup berbakti

Di Aidilfitri 2X

the day i created my blog

september 12th is the memorable day...

now, still learning on how to put all the fancy gadgets to my blog...

kua3...

as what as my rumate said,

 " baru belajaq dua minggu xkan jadi cekang mcm depa (those expert guitarists) kan?"

imam al-ghazali (some say imam syafie) said the same thing too:

"there are 6 ways to learn : 1,2,3,4,5 and with a long time consumed"

it takes time to be an expert in everything... 

best of luck to myself... yeah!

:: seeking potential in ourselves is a never ending process ::